Mind Blowing

A week after my release and my request for a break, although I am still very much in a submissive frame of mind I feel it slipping away, and old habits returning in terms of self gratification. I make a really special effort though to keep up the massages, and keep up the service, as if I was still under the key so to speak.

So many people have told me to drop the cage, I wanted to see if it made any difference.

I maintained my level of service like any good submissive would, except I begun to feel less and less like doing so.

After about 8-9 days I tried in on for sex and Sarah said no, maybe tomorrow night, again, as if I was caged I simply gave her a back rub and went to sleep, admittedly with an expectation for the following night, well I was on a promise ffs.

Tomorrow night came and Sarah did not stop me, which is usually the only sign I get that intimacy is going to be on, so I proceeded, Sarah demanded a long massage, that’s find, I can deal with that, and we proceeded, and for once it was bare back, normally while caged I wear a condom.

But it was crap.

Sarah could not or would not get into it, I tried not to put pressure on her, but she wanted me to cum, so I did so in a bit of a hurried way, I hate having sex when its just me that’s enjoying it, so once I realized it wasn’t working for Sarah, I managed to cum in under mmmm 10-15 seconds I guess, only because Sarah gets very guilty if I don’t, something I have tried to manage before by assuring her its ok that I would rather wait for her, but this puts her under more pressure for next time…..so alas.

It would seem caging does at least improve our sex life. Not once following a cage session has Sarah failed to get her motor started, I guess this has got to be telling me something.

*I murmured that I guess my break away from being caged should probably come to an end, Sarah did not really respond, nor did I expect her too but I did get an enthusiastic hug goodnight, I guess that means yep…

So the following day I put it back on, Sarah has the key already as per usual so its just a matter of me closing the lock. This time I did so without too much trouble. Later on that evening at bed time during her nightly massage I told her that she could sleep easy again, and well, she just smiled at me but then she told me that I wasn’t to wake her in the morning moving about or giving her a back rub at first light, and also that I wasn’t to be getting up in the middle of the night either, and if I woke her I would be in dog doo doo. In fact she added that she should tie me down (in my dreams I thought), still I felt a little twing..lol

I did manage to comply but I lay there thinking about things for a while, and I thought about how I could stop myself from moving about , getting up, forcing myself not to drink before bed so I did not have to get up and use the toilet. I did come up with a rather kinky idea, which I was not sure if Sarah would go for or not, but hey I thought this was pretty cool. I did manage to get through the night ok, although I did get up much earlier than Sarah because I wanted to go rummage for some materials in my shed. I found one of those steel eye screw things, a real solid one that can screw into wood.

I knew Sarah was going out for the day and I only work pretty local so I went up to the DYI store and bought some strong cord, but covered in soft plastic, I know you know the cord I mean, and also some clamps so I could make loops in the end of the cord, then I went home and screwed the eyelet into the bottom of the base of our bed, approximately where my waist would be, I then lay down and measured how much cord it would take if I attached it to my guide pins on my cock cage so that I could lie comfortable facing the edge of the bed but so that if the cord was attached to the eyelet it would prevent me from rolling over, in fact without maneuvering a fair bit I would not even be able to face Sarah unless I was right on the very very edge of the bed.

So now I had a system where I could attach myself by my cock to the bed via a padlock, there was something kind of erotic about this as I played with the padlock and key I had purchased, there I was lying there on the bed with my pants down and a cord attached to my cage with no cutting implements near by, I closed the lock. Of course I had the key so I could unlock myself but I could not help but imagine, what if the key wouldn’t work, or if I suddenly, I don’t know had a spasm and threw the keys out of reach. I would be basically stuck there, tied to the bed by my cock. Imagine my embarrassment when Sarah got home, having a nap are we dear???, what that’s you say?, what do u want “the key” for?

I did actually feel a sense of vertigo at the thought of it, what would be worse if one of my boys came home early and wondered why dad wouldn’t get out of bed. Hmmm sufficient to say I did not leave it locked longer than was necessary to check I had the length correct, to enable unimpeded sleep yet I would be unable to touch Sarah at all unless she wanted me too.

Night time came and I did have everything ready so that I would not have to make a fuss about it. As I lay there after Sarah had finished watching her TV shows and I had spent a long time rubbing her back, I said to her that I had found a solution to disturbing her in the morning. Now you have to understand Sarah has clearly accepted the cock cage, this is not a particularly large step, just another dimension, well that’s what I kept telling myself. So I handed Sarah the key to my second padlock, truth is she kind of rolled her eyes, and did not say anything, nor did I show her anything as it was actually out of her view. I could have still actually gotten out of it but I attached myself and closed the lock, no going back now I thought. I simply said to Sarah after I had been fiddling for a bit, kind of on purpose to get some attention, there, now I CAN’T wake you early in the morning.

At first she did not say anything but I was hoping and it did, curiosity got the better of her, “what do you mean” she asked as she kind of moved over for a bit of a look. So I showed her, and I then showed her that I could not actually roll over much to face her. Sarah then said, well THIS is probably the best development I have EVER seen, I can’t believe you have tied yourself to the bed by your balls!!! She thought it was really funny before she remarked I guess that makes you quite helpless then, and then as if to test the theory she started tickling me, fark I was not expecting that, and she was relentless, and she was right I was helpless, completely, the then flounced out of reach, and I looked at her with feigned anger, that’s not fair I said.

Sarah then said more seriously, so you really can’t get off then?, I said well no its attached to the cage and you know I can’t get that off!, “What happens if there is a fire she asks?” Fair enough I thought, so I told her that I really could break the cage open if I really had to, but it would destroy it. The truth is however it would not be that simple with the KSD inserted it might take some doing to get it off without damaging myself but I was prepared to take that risk, I made a mental note to keep some metal side cutters next to the bed just in case I had to cut the guide posts.

Alas Sarah seemed to like the idea. As she had finished tickling me and I was forced to arrange myself for sleep, Sarah to my surprise actually came over and gave me a hug from behind. Normally I wear a tee shit to bed and Sarah wears a long nighty, the only time I see whats under the nighty is when we are having sex and I am permitted to fondle her breasts. Now, I was not able to turn to face Sarah but I sensed that there was less material in-between my back and Sarah than there should be, had Sarah actually taken off her nightly? No way, but the thought of it instantly made me hard inside my cage, along with the scent of Sarah’s breath whispering over my shoulder.

But then Sarah started shifting a bit, it actually felt like she was grinding her pubic bone into my botton, now my bum was bare, and there was no mistaking the fact the Sarah had nothing on down there either. This can’t be happening I thought, this is not like Sarah but then she EVEN actually pushed my teeshirt up and brushed her BARE breasts on my back followed up by grinding her pubic bone even harder against me. WTF OK OK I thought there was no mistaking that, and I was now hard enough inside my cage to really know about it bordering on pain. I have always asked her to tease me a bit more when I am caged, but she has NEVER done so, I could not help thinking now that perhaps its because the cage only makes my cock helpless, not ME ENTIRELY.

I reached my hand over the side to Sarah’s arse without saying anything, fact is I know Sarah hates me speaking at times like this, and I felt her small bare arse in my hand, and god I love the feel of that arse, it felt like silk, so warm and so close, and my situation I was in had obviously done something for Sarah.

What surprised me even more was it was like her pussy was radiating heat, I swear I could feel warmth and that she was horny but I dare not test the theory, because if my hand wandered to far down there I know that I would be in the shit so, but my imagination was running rampant. I was sure I was just fantasizing. Then Sarah actually spoke to me, she said, you know I just realized you really are completely helpless for the very first time in our marriage, I could do anything I want to you, and there is nothing you could do about it.

I attempted to roll on to my back a bit so I could face her but the cord pulled on my balls preventing me, I was very much a helpless man in Sarahs grip, As I had moved my hand back I managed by complete accident (not) to brush the back of Sarahs pussy, omg I was not wrong about the heat, she was wet.

I actually felt dizzy as this realization came over me. I had not been here before, many many times in my dreams but the reality? Sarah did not pull away as she normally would if my hand brushed her pussy, in fact she seemed to want me too, now my cock was extremely hard, and throbbing within its confines, I felt short of breath and yet I was in a state of ecstasy. Should I risk it, or should I behave, should my hand find her wet pussy again, there was no mistaking it, Sarah was horny, and my helpless situation was the cause.

My hand went behind me and I touched her heaven again, and again she did not pull away in fact Sarah positioned herself so I COULD touch her, and I did, she was wet, and truly swollen down there, again I tried to turn and again the pull of the cord on my cock prevented me, “no fair” I whispered, Sarah actually gave ne a nip on the neck and one of her hands draped over my chest play with my chest hair, while she brought up a leg and rubbed it over my hip, and my hand had better and better access but the angle was making my arm sore. I was not sure how long I could keep it up, but I was determined not to make a mess of this situation….my hand was nearly drenched, I had not felt Sarah this horny since I can’t remember when. I can’t describe the mixture of emotion that coursed through my mind and body, my painful cock and yet I was just so happy that something I had done had aroused Sarah so.

I really wanted to give Sarah a orgasm, there was only one way I could think of that I could possible manage it…there was a bit of movement going on my down, there were no more games about hiding the fact that the was a game a foot. And Sarah once aroused tends to be a lot more open to suggestions…so I slid off the side of the bed, I was so close to the side anyway, this caused some slack in the cord enabling me to turn and face Sarah and I gently rubbed and opened her legs before I lent down and begun to taste what has been such a long hiatus from giving oral sex to Sarah. Sarah states that she does not like oral sex yet every time I have performed for her she climaxes quickly, so it has always been a bit of a puzzle why she says she does not like it. She does say that the prefers me to be “in” her when she cums, perhaps that is simply it. Whatever she did not resist me now even though I felt nervous about breaking the atmosphere. Sarah opened her legs completely for me and I was very conscious of listing to her and monitoring what she liked and what she did not.

Then Sarah actually moved away from me. I was not sure at first, I thought she was getting herself more comfortable, but then she moved again, and as I moved to recommenced I felt a sudden tautness down there. Sarah was teasing me I could not reach her pussy with my mouth because of the cord holding my cock to the base of the bed …I looked up at her and I saw her majestic breasts and then, my heart nearly stopped when I saw her wicked smile, it was nearly scary. It seems Sarah is not so innocent after all….I stretched on the cord and it pulled on my balls and I was able to just reach…and yet Sarah inched away again…yet my hands could still reach her so I grabbed her legs firmly yet gently and pulled her too my mouth, I am not THAT helpless I thought, Sarah did not resist and a few seconds later Sarah climaxed in my mouth, whereby me kneeling at the side of the bed and Sarah rested on her back she slowly closed her legs and returned to her side of the bed.

The only thing she said to me was,”I think you had better get used to that leash” before kissing me on my lips that were still slippery with her juices….

I knew better than to say anything, but I lay there a long time, awake, I was so satisfied and yet so frustrated, it was a long time, the scent of her pussy woke me various times in the night. I must have woken from nigh time erection more times than ever before. Come morning I needed to use the bathroom, but I couldn’t, I had to lay there for about an hour waiting for Sarah to wake up whereby Sarah just looked at me and said, “is something wrong?” before going off to the bathroom herself.

So I guess I should get back to reality now, the bit after the “*” was the stuff of dreams.