Wow its been so busy, I have been meaning to update this blog for so long and even now I really do not have time to do it justice.
Following Christmas, mmm Sarah did end up letting me out on New years eve, but not the new years eve your thinking. Actually it was late on the 30th of December but early in the morning on the 31st, so technically it was new years eve. At the time Sarah handed me the keys I usually unlock myself then offer the keys back to her. I was hesitant given our last transaction regarding being caged, but decided to offer them back to her anyway and I did so saying “I am not sure if you want these any more”, to which she looked at them and took them away from me. I must admit I was somewhat surprised, elated, and troubled all in one. I was kind of looking forward to unlimited orgasms again…alas she took them. We had a great session, one that I am sure we both enjoyed immensely.. and naturally the following morning I reminisced but then I was remembering that we were due to leave for camping by the end of the week. I figured that caging myself would cause more friction than good because I would have to ask /check before we left what she was going to do, so rather than put us both in that predicament I asked Sarah if she thought it was worth my while caging up given we were going camping in a few days. “not unless you want to stay locked up for the next 2 weeks while we are away…not really practical in a camping environment so the cage was put away.
A few nights later…sarah blew my socks off, no not that…but nearly..well actually better. Sarah, and read this twice because I still can’t believe it. Sarah actually woke me from sleep for sex. That’s right, you read correctly, she WOKE ME FROM SLEEP FOR SEX. Astonishing cataclysmic even, kinda like a comet passing through the solar system. I still am not convinced it wasn’t a dream. In fact in the morning I checked….yep…there was no mistaking I had sex during the night….lol
Well that deserved some long massages the next few nights….
We had a great holiday, we did loads of bike riding, caught up with some friends. I nearly frisbied the
I do note though that the longer that I have access to my own functions the less submissive I tend to feel, and I am not even sure if Sarah likes it either way. I certainly know she does not want a sniveling wretch sniffing around her all the time, I think Sarah likes me “doing things” for her but quite honestly she hates the lecherous bit, the need for lots of hugs bit. Its unfortunate because wearing a cage it ready does make you feel like cuddling all the time.
A few days after we returned from holidays following some intimacy I asked Sarah if she thought it was time that I caged up again. I know I should not expect her to ask me to do it, and her response should also have been expected when she replied….”I don’t care”…to which I responded, well if you don’t care then I won’t…to which she replied “well I don’t know” and since that time we have pretty much left it at that. So now at the end of Jan its still not on…and in all honestly I go so hot and cold on the thought of wearing it I am not even sure if I want to.
Sarah on the other hand complained to me that I have not been giving her massages lately, I am not sure if this is a hint or not. In reality I should probably just put it on…she does have the key, and the lock is open…if in a moment of madness I click it shut….then I am at her mercy. Trouble is that idear excites me to the point I may even do something about it. But then afterwards I absolutely feel no desire to lock my goods up at all!!! What a paradox, great fantasy but then once u do it u can’t execute on it…
I know we have not seen the last of this little adventure….I have run out of time so sorry this is a bit of a ramble
